Chasing Light
Vitoria Correia and Nathaniel Tylor in Black and Blues / Jordan Nicks, director of photography / Courtesy of the Flight Agency
Author’s note: “Chasing Light” serves as a companion piece for the dance film Black and Blues, an adaptation of a prose poem by the same name written by Neustadt Prize–winning author Boubacar Boris Diop.
My hope for the dance film as well as this piece is to capture brief moments of ordinary life for two people before everything changes and they find themselves in harrowing circumstances in order to survive. This is the story of many migrants all over the world who are forced to leave their home.
Diop’s “Black and Blues” paints a vivid picture of place and wrestles with his subject’s complex relationship to the sea as both a life-giving and life-taking entity. What is seemingly a mundane part of a fishing village becomes a great obstacle to cross for safety, due to economic hardship. Our small cast and crew uses this conflict as a catalyst for our own Black and Blues.
* * *
We are on a beach.
The horizon line is a sherbet orange that bleeds into pinks, purples, eventually fading to blue.
It is the magic hour.
A young woman sits in a seagrass-braided chair. A young man stands above her with his hand on her shoulder.
She reaches for his hand. They stare stoically at the camera. He leans to the right and cradles her head in his left hand.
He looks at her lovingly.
He bends down and joins her.
I count 1 . . . 2 . . . 3 . . . 4 . . . 5
They switch places. Again.
1 . . . 2 . . . 3 . . . 4 . . . 5
The young woman arches her back, falling backward into his lap, her fingertips and headwrap graze the ground, she recoils with a gasp, completing the movement with a tight embrace.
The light has turned everything golden, and what is present for us feels like a fleeting memory for them.
I close my eyes.
We are on a beach in the middle of Oklahoma. At the edge of a man-made reservoir, chasing the light far from the shores of Dakar or Cap-Haitien.
The camera tricks the eye into believing we are thousands of miles across the ocean.
Time is suspended for two people in love.
They will part ways soon.
Together is no longer an option.
The work has dried up.
The fish are disappearing.
The perilous journey across the sea is the last resort.
She will stay and take on his role.
She will manage.
The sounds of the spinning boat propeller move us forward.
He blinks.
She blinks.
The warm light disappears and makes way for the Black and Blues.
Time only exists in the in-betweens.
He submerges beneath the surface of the water, quietly gasping for air.
I close my eyes.
They dance. It’s soft and tender, limbs gliding through the air. Feet wrestling with the sand.
A smile creeps across his face.
I close my eyes
She offers a prayer for safe passage.
I close my eyes
He offers a prayer for her safekeeping.
I close my eyes
Land
I close my eyes
Sky
I close my eyes
Sea
Oklahoma City
Editorial note: Diop’s “Black and Blues” appears in Mediterranean: Migrant Crossings, edited by Bhakti Shringarpure et al. (Warscapes/UpSet Press, 2018), 8–9. The Black and Blues film adaptation—co-directed by Marie Casimir and Jessica Karis Ray, choreographed by Marie Casimir, composed and with audio design by Ioannis Andriotis, and starring Vitoria Correia and Nathaniel Tylor—premiered on October 26, 2022, during World Literature Today’s annual Neustadt Lit Fest. This project was made possible, in part, by a grant from the Norman Arts Council and the National Endowment for the Arts.